First reconnective session: In the beginning of the session, sensations were different than those I encountered during a healing session. In prior healing sessions, I generally felt the sensation of strong heat, waves, powerful humming sounds, uncontrollable movement of the fingers, eyes etc. However, in my first reconnective session I was actually wondering why I could not feel the air conditioner in the room, which was on pretty high at the time. It was as if my body had entered a space where the temperature was perfect and comfortable.

Then sometime during the session, I felt as if somebody pushed a finger into my solar plexus or better explain was as if a heavy marble was dropped deep within my solar plexus. Immediately after that, my chest started to heat up. This was a very strong and pleasant heat, which felt as if I was lying in the sun with only my chest uncovered.

There was a point when it felt like something started to pull me upwards. It felt as if the strands of a spider’s web were attached to several of the cells in my chest and then extended further along my body, as I was pulled up. The love vibration and  sensation was really indescribable . I was taken over with a sense of complete relief and pleasure at the same time. While this was happening, tears of joy began pouring out of my eyes. I started to notice that I could hear my heart beating faster but regular, yet it felt effortless as if my physical body was connected to an invisible machine which was keeping it in function. I was not startled or afraid in any way, or over exerted - it simply felt like a new and amazing awareness and a strong sense of familiarity while someone was connecting with me telepathically and sending me a memory of the movie "Contact" with Judy Foster so I could understand what was going on.  I could hear myself breathing, which became deeper and more regulated, again with absolutely no effort. I realized I was out of my body, but still attached to it somehow. It was an extraordinary feeling of an indescribable pleasure – as if I was “coming home”.

I sensed that I was hovering at one or two feet above my physical body, into this plasma  field which it seems to be a dark blue sky filled with sparkling moving lights and pyramids moving as if they were made out of gas but all the while being aware that my body was actually on the on the table below. I was very, very awake and totally coherent and conscious of everything that was going on. I sensed that there were angels or beings working on my energetic body and and a very tall-thin loving lady siting on my right side helping me along the way. I received telepathically an overwhelming sense of being taken care of and loved in a way I never felt before – a feeling of pure unconditional love. I recognized that love vibration as being exactly what I was always subconsciously longing for and tried to recreate here when I was helping and caring for others. I was not  surprised to see myself so easily communicating telepathically as if it was so normal . I communicated with her very clearly by asking for help in healing myself  once and for all or to take me out of here because the suffering become unbearable. The lady replayed very calmly: "why do you think you are here?" . I tank her but she told me not to worry about that and instead to focus on feeling and taking in the experience, so I could remember it later. As they were taking me back into my body by descending my energetic body very slowly I instinctively "heard" myself saying: "wait, wait a minute" and I was surprise to see they stooped. I realized my silliness but I still "said" it with a smile: "Would you keep here a bit longer?" The lady smiled after which they continue to slowly placing me back into my body.

Although profound and seemingly much longer, this whole journey lasted about three or four minutes. Thinking back, it was such a different experience from anything I previously experienced, that I should have felt it strange or even frightening. Yet, at the time it simply felt natural and right, as if it was a state of being that had always been there but out of reach – a place I had yearned to know, yet knew not how to find it until then. From that moment forward, my life has forever changed. Now I was certain of what I always known deep down, yet had never had a proof : I am never alone and I am deeply purely loved!

Second reconnective session:  A state of peace came over me for the entire session. The experiences became more powerful toward the end. It started again with the sensation of being pulled upward with the same web of threads attached to my cells. Only this time, it was from the sides of my body. It was more like an expansion of my body or my awareness. It lasted approximately 30 seconds or so, and immediately after that I envisioned a pure white (fluorescent) light along my right arm. I could literally hear my own voice coming from somewhere above me asking the same question continuously: “What is this?". I started exploring this realm by moving my arm into that light, of course I was not actually moving my physical body although it felt that I as. I found myself entirely in or surrounded by that light floating in it. I realized there was a strange feeling while I was floating there. It felt as if there was no friction or density to it. It was such a wonderful feeling to float into that light. Then I noticed one huge eye with an inquisitive look which caught my attention. I saw it above my head. It was checking me out. It felt as an all knowing entity which was looking inside me and at me trying to see what was there to be worked on. I felt comfortable with it as If I knew it was there to help me.

These experiences were especially moving to me since I was the type of person that usually does not see anything during imaginative meditation, except darkness. My initial skepticism  made these experiences more real and special. I am also very grateful that everything I experienced was so real and clear. All the images and communications were clear, with no doubt whatsoever.  I was awake and present throughout every realm of my experience.

However, things didn’t stop there. In the following weeks, I had strange, profound and why not calling them miraculous experiences, which I later learned were under direct guidance of my spirit guides. I'm learning now that some of those experiences could be compared with strong shamanic experiences although I never had any contact with shamanism or psychedelics drugs that could induce such experiences.I feel very fortunate and grateful for everything that happened to me.  My questions are more than answered and my skepticism is gone. I have started a new life, I'm being transformed in a beautiful way which I previously not even dare to dream. There is no doubt that I will view life in a very different light.

The proof, though, is the changes that others perceive in me. My husband of 15 years tells me that I am changed in ways he thought were impossible, at least without years of growth work. That I have grown a level of understanding, patience and appreciation of all that is around me which was previously hidden. My family and friends have noticed the changes strongly and many have chosen to experience the personal reconnection for themselves. 

It is because of the profound and positive changes I experienced that I am now involved in sharing this process which is accessible to anyone – as it is a state of grace that everyone should realize.