True Purpose of Our Existence

The True Purpose of Our Existence: Reclaiming the Essence and Returning to the Divine

Most of us sense that life is more than survival—more than chasing success or avoiding pain. Somewhere deep inside, we feel the pull of something sacred, something forgotten yet intimately familiar. That longing is not accidental. It is the voice of your own essence calling you home.

The Fall into Fragmentation

At our core, we are essence—consciousness, divine spark, soul. But today, only about 3% of that essence remains active within us. The other 97% is trapped inside thousands of psychological aggregates—what we call the ego.

Sphere-Sacred geometry of Soul is trapped within the fragmented ego.

These ego fragments were not part of our original design. They were created through the misuse of our most sacred energy: the Christic force. As we fell from divine unity into separation, we began forming identities to survive—false selves born from fear, desire, pride, and control. Each one siphons a part of our essence and keeps us asleep in the illusion of being many, instead of one.

This is the hidden reason why we suffer, why we repeat cycles, why we feel disconnected from our true purpose.

Reincarnation and the Journey of the Soul

In this fallen state, the soul enters into the wheel of Samsara—reincarnating again and again. First through the mineral kingdom, then the plant, the animal, and finally into human form. In the human phase, we are granted 108 lifetimes to awaken, to purify ourselves, and to return.

If we fail to awaken, the soul descends into the infradimensions—what many traditions describe as hell or Dante’s Inferno—not as punishment, but as a merciful process of purification. There, the ego is dissolved mechanically by nature so the spark of essence can eventually begin its journey anew.

But there is another way—the conscious path.

Voluntary Descent: Facing the Inferno Within

Instead of waiting for nature to purify us through suffering, we can choose to descend voluntarily into our own unconsciousness—into the very depths of our psyche. Through self-observation, comprehension, and inner work, we face each ego aspect and dissolve it one by one. As we do, the light of our consciousness is freed.

This is the heroic path of the inner warrior. It is not easy, but it is the only path that leads to true freedom.

Along this path, initiates are tested through the ordeals of the four elements—earth, water, air, and fire—as they ascend. These tests are real and increase in difficulty with each step, purifying the soul and forging spiritual strength.

The Sacred Science of Sexual Alchemy

The energy we once misused to fall is the same energy we must now purify and raise. This is the path of sexual alchemy—a sacred union between masculine and feminine, without the loss of sexual energy. Through this practice, the Kundalini awakens.

Kundalini is not just an energy—it is the Divine Mother, the feminine face of God within us. She rises through the spinal column, the 33 vertebrae of Jacob’s Ladder, purifying and transforming as she ascends. Her destination is the pineal gland, the seat of the Father.

It is there, in that sacred center, that the rebirth occurs—not the rebirth of personality or identity, but the birth of our spiritual light body, after the voluntary death of the false self.

“That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.” —John 3:6

But this sacred fire does not rise by technique alone. The creation of the Solar Bodies and the ascent of the Kundalini happen only by the merits of the heart, and only within the sacred union of white tantra—a pure, loving, and stable union between man and woman. It must be based in deep adoration and sincere love. Changing partners interrupts the current, creating a short-circuit that causes the Kundalini to descend along Jacob’s Ladder, according to the fault committed.

The Solar Bodies: Vehicles of the Soul

The Solar Bodies are not symbolic and are created through means of sexual alchemy and dissolution of the ego. They are real energetic vehicles we must build within to sustain consciousness in higher dimensions. Without them, the soul cannot pass beyond this realm. This is why many are told in Near Death Experiences that they cannot yet cross. Without the inner garments of light, the soul remains bound to the world of matter.

Mer-Ka_Ba - Solar Body created by means of Sacred Sexual alchemy

Creating the Solar Bodies is the true REBIRT—the exit from the prison of Samsara.

In this human existence, our sacred task is to conquer the ether and incarnate the human soul, reaching Nirvana when the Divine Mother Kundalini has risen to the heart—three times—through the successful creation of the solar astral (emotional), mental, and causal bodies.

The Path is One

All true spiritual paths, when stripped of dogma, point to this same inner work:

• To dissolve the ego & awaken the consciousness

• To transmute the Christic Force and unite with the Divine through the sacred inner marriage

This is not religion. This is the science of the soul—the sacred art of returning to what we were before the fall, but stronger, wiser, and more whole.

You are not here to conform—you are here to remember. The gate is within you, and the work is now. No outer authority can do it for you. The light is already inside—waiting to be reclaimed.

The story of your soul is ancient. But if you’ve read this far, something in you remembers. Walk gently, courageously, and with purpose. The Divine awaits within.

Iuliana S.

April 1, 2025